我是MiuMiu， 你是誰？

昨晚夢到他。

早上起來似乎還不是太清醒。

夢到我曾經想要的結果，可我現在卻不想夢會變真。

隱身，現在似乎已經毫無意義了。

全世界都知道我隱身，靠。

當然誰隱身了我也清楚。好一個彩虹QQ。。。

最近老是很想和P吵架，我想說我的事，他想說他的事，互相都對對方的事表現得心不在焉。

明明想見面，我卻總是找藉口推掉。

看來我腦袋又壞掉了。

別想太多。。。反正大家都是一個目的來著。。。。

好好相濡以沫吧

這篇是流水賬。

星期四跟毛毛去天體買avril演唱會票，樂滋滋的呢！ 還逛了吉之島~看到一條短褲很好看。。。可是太貴了。。。TAT

星期五第二次去天體，converse的特賣場！ 可惜籌已經派完。。。囧 倒霉！又逛吉之島，這次跟吃人一起，哇。。。累到我腳都斷！不過我喜歡跟吃人逛超市，感覺很像男朋友~ 哈 又去觀摩了一次那條喜歡的短褲。。。囧

星期六~~~ 迎新生！跟mt在飯堂安撫那些問題多多的家長。。。 真是夠挑戰性的了！後來偷懶被師弟發現了。。。叫去a棟帶新生。。。555   曬死人啦！！不過最後接的那個妞長得清秀~ 客家人呢！

今天。。。早上跟韻又去天體converse特賣場！發現吖慧染髮后比吖韻還成熟了。。。等了大概半小時某位大叔走出來說活動推遲到晚上八點！我￥#……*@&￥*！ 又沒去成！然後又一次逛吉之島了。。。哎呀。。。我懷疑短褲商店的姐姐們都認得我啦。。。。 =皿=    

下午繼續接新生！其實。。也就是坐在那裡跟大夥聊天~ 還打牌呢！ 哈哈哈~~~不過支書貌似不太高興，我們也只好乖乖收手~   讓咱女人們一致流口水的師弟！ 之後就跟冬瓜們打球~ 哇~~ 好久沒打了~~ 手腳不靈活了。。。 一開始跟吖鵬一起打，後來換跟kk們一team，但是總是以為跟吖鵬一team。。= =||| 。。我開始發現我打球的時候是不怎么用腦的。。。。死冬瓜老是要我替人。。。好攰噶大佬。。。。囧  最後都幾乎沒力走動了。。。

晚上跟新搬進來的師妹聊天！ 大家都好開心~~~  美女呢！哈哈哈哈~~

sometimes I wish I could save u
there’s so many things that I want u to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
if it takes u forever
I want u to know that if u fall, stumble down
I’ll pick u up off the ground
if u lose faith in u
I’ll give u strength to pull through
tell me u won’t give up
coz I’ll be waiting here if u fall
u know I’ll be there for u

Hah...save u... sp can do that, but I cannot. I won’t wait anymore.

These days I were feeling empty. I tried to keep u in my memory, but I just could not control myself. I am forgetting u day by day, u may turn into air some day. Gosh! How could I let things get to me so bad? However, it may be a good thing to me finally. I cannot keep up, u r moving too fast. I was lying in bed for a long time yesterday n thinking abt why I chose this kind of person. I feel so stupid, I found that I even don’t know much abt u. laugh, laugh, n laugh. The thing makes me feel great is that I can get away from it. Deep holes n darkness will pass n everything’s gonna be alright. The game of life is hard to play, I’m gonna loose it anyway. Coz I am always a person that won’t make myself in pain all the time. I believe that tomorrow is another day.

Little Prince, how’s u feel today? When I wake up this morning the first thing come into my mind is u. I’m sorry to know that u felt unhappy in this summer vacation. Oh, please, don’t be so sad abt that life doesn’t like u imaged at all. It is impossible that good things always come to u and actually bad things sometimes are more than good things in life. Take it easy, and do not give up anything u want to get, trust urself, u can make it if u have faith. If u feel so frustrated, remember that I will always be there to stand by u, just like what u did at the time I felt lost. When u have no light to guide u and no one to walk beside u, I will come to u. U r the one who’ll always understand me. When I felt that my soul is dying, u gave me strength to keep trying. Therefore, I, Youtiao Queen, won’t leave u alone at any reason, OK? U r such a good guy and always make me laugh out loud, why u told me u were full of gloomy? Come on! Fire! Be a strong man!

I haven’t written English diary for a long time, it feels like strange. I am just a lazy Queen. Yet, can’t sleep till the midnight. Now time is 3a.m. I keep meeting the Mr. wrong. And each time I say goodbye to the Mr. wrong, a new guy will come to my life. Oh no... Lord...problems come again...is he a right one? Find another place to fall, find another babe to call, my heart has to be restored, so that I won’t close the door. Aha~ Aha~~ I’m a rhymist~ lol

      今天是開學第二天，課少所以心情一直都很舒暢~ 像往常一樣一回到宿舍就打開電腦，接收所有的qq消息，正當要關閉高三班群消息的時候閃過一句話，我當時就愣住，鼻子一酸。
廖老師走了。

      為什麽呢，為什麽是這種方式呢？這時我在不停的回憶。。。廖老師。。。他不是一直都是個開朗活潑的人嗎？那么年輕，那他的老婆怎么辦？女兒呢？我有千萬個不解。山豬給我發來一個廣附老師的blog，上面寫了關於廖老師的許多許多，看著他的照片，我再也無法止住我的淚水。又一個生命從我的生命中消失，我害怕面對死亡。

      高一的時候教過我地理，我那史上最低的27分也是他教出來的。他總是和學生開玩笑，還記得每次在黑板畫地球的時候，總是很苛刻地要把它畫圓，不圓就不講課，我們都無奈地說“老師算啦。。。。” 可他還是一直堅持。難道說如此追求完美的人遇到困難就要選擇這種方式結束生命嗎？他喜歡打羽毛球，他有一個很小的女兒，畢業后每次回廣附都是他把討厭的保安趕走帶我們進去的，他。。。 所有零碎的印象都映在我的腦海里重複又重複。

      沒想到山豬也記得廖老師曾經給我們開的那一個玩笑。一次我們在他面前走過裝作沒看見他，

      “前面兩位女生的馬尾真好看！”

       咱們回頭齊聲：“老師好。。。”

      “就像稻草一樣。。。”

      “。。。。。。”

      這樣的玩笑永遠不會再重演。但永遠感謝你曾經帶給我們的歡樂與回憶。

      老師，走好。